hi john its freez ng out ta/day darling .. i am going to davids and libby s for dinner i was going to call it of but i thought i should go.. well i am work nf very hard ..had to sort the scott and co for ma coincil tax ma self .. i am just gt ng by keep ng the roof over ma heads that wat u always said i miss u so much its been 5/ months now since u went away why did u have to go love .. u said its was ur time but there is so much that we did not say 2/each other i know u were inso much pain but i did try so hard to help u and i wish i could have took some off ur pain ... the boy s are fine we talk bout u all the time i wa so up set last week please stay came on the radio and that was it i just could not stop cry ng i meet steven and i told him how much i miss u i will always love and miss u ...how r u r u have ng a few pints with my dad .. have u meet baby john i wondre wat he would look like u i bet ...kyle stay d with me oh i already told u that ....liam back on the kit wat a waste off space .. shazs has chuck him out well love i better get ready for ma work hugg sand kisses xxxx