hello john hope ur well ... i have nt been on for bout a week been so bizzy bck and forward to work ... but that does nt meen i am for/get ng bout u ... i got my self into a state to/day wen mags was in ... i lve and misss u so much but u will know this .. any way i have got lots off news for u ... mags and steven r have ng a girl and every thing is well no spina biffda i have got the scN PICS ON the fridge there call ng abi maris /helen gibson she due on laurens birthday ..she is a gft from u .. abi will bring ur love to me and she will help the pain i have with u going away .... i am start ng the paint ng the the live ng room ta/morro well shazs is i hope u like the couler s red on the fire wall and the rest cream wat do u think ... karl was bck for the afternoon with all his cloths again but he his bck dwn the road he would be better leave ng his stuff here its here more than dwn the road ....zakie i feel for him he looks so sad but he is young and he will ajust as he gets older and understand better why u had to go ....kyle now want to stay with me he his always say ng to his mum/dad wen can igo to c granny .. wen he would not stay here so iam pleazed bout that all the wee ones r fine the boys r fine /girls ally cme up tro /morro with dust sheets i told mags to wind him up he says why does he want to have a cuppa with me karl thinks other idear s like him want ng to jump on my bone s katl like ally he just does not wnt him any way near me but that will go for any man where i am concernd ... i dont want any other man ur my man till i go .... then i will b with u 1/day darling shazs brother john is not got long to go i think it will b real soon its terminal ...... talk to u later love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx