hi john its been a few days how r u chrisdburg was play ng miss ng u never true word was sung i miss u so much i lve u so much there not a min of each day i dont think off u ..i am going tovdavid and libby s for dinner tuesday nite for my dinner that will b nice... libby is gt ng big now ... ian s been in the hospital he has beeen told to stop drink ng for 2/ month s or he will die he look s terrible .. i woder if he will listen .. time will tell ... mags is fine she will find out wat the baby is boy/girl i thinks its a boy.. i do hope so there call ng him ronald after u bt u will know this ...zakie boy nt doing so good he is miss ng u so much ... but he tells me u talk to him at nite... i do beleive u do sit on his bed ... 1 day he will come to term s with lose ng u me as welll ....missy miss ng u steven has nt got a job yet but things with them r ok... i think ... me i am try ng hard but u left me and its hard for me has i am still angry with ugoing wen u did ..... rian and kyle stay d last nite kyle was very good and rian u know him ..i was taken them dwn the road and he said granny ur nt going up to the clouds r u i said no not for along time the moon was fall ng us i said to them that was u they seem d to b pleaze with that ... 1 day i will under stand why u had to go love u till the day i go misss u so sos much darling xxxxx