hiya john hope ur well i miss u so much .... i cant take much more ...... its ma birthday but iw will not b celerbrat ng it as ur not with me .... the day u went out off ma life the light went out ... ally and karl and me where in the boat ta nite ... ally is hitt ng the drink like he has nt eaten for 8 days ..... i did tell him he was stupid like ..... he is miss ng u he was cry ng ....john i dont know wat ta do like i have no money .... love u so much xxxxx