hi john well its hogmany this year is nearly out ...cant wait for it its been a terrible year lose ng u was the hard est part off it i miss u so much ..i was going ta go ta bed but kal/kim have ask d me dwn they dont want me to spend it on my own ... u have good 1/up ther darl ng i know u will b party ng i know it will not b the same with out u nothing will ever b the same now ur gone will toast u at mid nite xxxhelen