hiya john hope ur ell darling well let me tell all wats been happen ng with us all .. its a week ta/day and it will xmas day not look ng forward toit .. just wish it was over ... its the first 1/with out u ..it will not b the same ... i wa sgoing dwn tokarl/kim and steven/mags and bairns where going as well ..but its changed there all cme ng to me ...i think thats better .. i hope u like the tree done itall ma /self ...well kyle was 6/ wed last week then steven was friday ....all the wee/1 r get ng excited ....rian/zak r in the nativity play rians /josef/zaks do not laugh he the donkey do u rember wen steven was in 1 years ago now ...i miss u so much but i am try ng very hard not ta show it infront of the wee/1 welll john i am going talk to u ta/morro nite nite xxxx