hiya john well a lot has happen d as u will know ? i have had a terrible time with them all ? steven and mags and the bairns r away and karl kim and the we 1 s r going home ta morro .. they all ahve to get on with there life they cnt stay with me i need peace to greave.... i am try ng very hard darling its ma birthday soon and ur nt there ta share it with me i love u so much and it realy hurt s ....xxxhelen