morn ng john hope ur fine to/day.. i am not feel ng really lost with out u ... u will know i am work ng all the time ... i have gt most off the paint now .... i had lauren on saturday for a few hours and kelly ..... i took them round ta shazs.... well liam gets home to/ morro hope fully he will have change d off the smack so i will keep my fingers cross d that he will b a chang d person ... shazs say s she will have to lock things away to start with dont blame her really .... miss u so much .. john know 1 will come to the houzze shazs has nt been in the houze since the day off ur funeral that cme ng up for 5/month its like know 1 cares bout me .... only c steven wen he wants cash .... and karl wen he/s fell out with kim ... so i just sit hear with missie ..... will cme bck on line ta/nite to talk .. love u so much xxxxx