hi john how r u darling .. nt been on for a few days been so bizzy work ng hard ... i lite a candle for norrie yestderday and its dad s to day so i will light a candle for ma dad the nightn.. i went ta chris 30 th party at the week end i had anice time but i wish u could have been there so i had a good cry on the sunday ... i went sobber and came bck the same way u would have been so proud offf me john... i think bout u every minuite off every day i love and miss u so much darling ... talk to u later helen xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx