hi john well its friday nite 8 week s since u went and left me darling ? its been very tuff time for me ? not only that i have still got steven and mags& bairns with me but not 2 nite they r away ta kim& karls thank good ness for some peace and quite ? thats all i want i can tell u john ? i hope u knew how much i loved u and miss u so much xxhelen