hi john i thought i would come back on line to talk ta u darling it is all quite now the bairns are sleep ng thank god i cant be bother d with all that noise i can tell u that? how ru ihope ur enjoy ng the sun up there i wonder d if u caught up with ma dad u to will b have a good chat all bout scotland ? i am feel ng a we bit better this week ? the last 6 week have been very difficult for me ? i am going for council ng i doc walker think its a goood idear? i dont want to take tablets i do not want to go dwn that road ? i miss u so so much well i will talk to u to morro love u john xxxhelen